Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you
Tell me I'm exceptional, I promise to exploit you
Give me all your money, and I'll make some origami, honey
I think you're a joke, but I don't find you very funny

Lyrics of a song, like sigmund freud said in every joke there is some truth. The moment you started idolizing someone you failed, this is normal in youngsters but you should accept the fact that your man is flawed and thats good, we choose a partner whose flaws are more tolerable to us since there is no perfect being. Like jordan peterson said "romance is for the young, love is for the mature"